Vocal Chord.

eyes snaping open
the weight of your heart firmly on my shoulders
emotions flicker between dream like idealism
and gut wrenching manufactured jealousy
images run by like damgaged film reels
replaying
again and again and again and again and again
and it starts eating away at my already battered soul

I have torn down and destroyed everything in my path to stop this ringing in my ears

I bite it all back
I bite it all back
hold back it back
and keep up appearances

I'm screaming at the top of my lungs
and from the bottom of my heart
maybe when the vocal chords rip
the pain will leave with my voice