Because it's New Years Eve, and a blog isnt a blog without a new year's eve post.

This year, I moved to Germany.
This year I grew up a lot.
This year I spent way too much time in blog word and the real world focusing on a 3 week relationship that was destined to fail from the start.
This year I decided to never again fall victim to my own impulses like that again.
This year I started and renewed friendships.
This year I still remained sober.
This year is over in 10 minutes and I'm spending it alone in my room. I don't really want to be here. I want to spend this with friends or family.

Out with the old in with the new. Lets make this next year the best one ever.

I'll spend this new year's eve like I spent the last one. Listening to Five Iron Frenzy song then a Death Cab for Cutie one.

"so this is the new year
and I have no resolutions
for self assigned penance
for problems with easy solutions"

A drifter.

no home
even the bed where I lay my head is not my own
I wander slowly,
but I wander.
never in one place too long.
Not anymore
I wish simply to find four walls to own
a roof over my head to call home.
no soil for these roots
not yet.