"You're a leader, leaders lead, be careful where you lead your followers"- Bryn Gillette, to me, a few years ago.
Why am I a leader?
Why do people follow me?
What does it mean to be a servant?
What does it mean to lead?
How am I supposed to lead people,
If I'm so lost myself?
Maybe I'm not lost. I don't know....
Regardless, when I stay up way too late sometimes,
I'll wish i had opiates,
get pissed at general unfairness,
wonder what the fuck I'm doing with myself,
become depressed,
wonder at life and it's unfathomable awesomeness,
Take heart in G-d,
listen to good music,
Then Blog.
Fuck
This
Emptiness.
I love G-d.
Christ Jesus, the Risen Lord,
Loves You,
and so do i...
No comments:
Post a Comment