"If you believed they put a man on the moon"

I havent posted anything in a while.
I just wanted to say I'm doing good. I miss my famly a lot and I can't wait to see them.

I hate how I feel whenever I see Luise. The way I can't stop looking at her, the awkward glances, the laughing way too much to prove to the other person.... something or other, the way I'm still crazy for this chick, the way things were left hanging, the way she doenst want to resolve things, the way i get a knot in my throat whenever shes around.


I love the new Relient K album and the way it was written from much the same place I am. I gotta forget and not slow down.

I love that my life is on the up and up.

I hate that I don't have a new job yet.

I hate that I have so little money

I love my friends here. Rene and Marcus are my closest friends here without them I'd be at a loss. The other night Marcus just hugged me while I cried then later on we shared communion together.

I love you Christy and Alex.

Christy you're my big sis and I feel so lucky that I have you. You're just so awesome. Our relationship has so much give and take its awesome. I love that we can always count on each other to be there for each other. I wouldnt trade our siblingness for anything.

Alex you're my first ever Pen-Pal and  love how our friendship has grown over blogs and the internet. I still worry that you'll be less then impressed when we meet in person.

new poem sometime soon titled "I Dress Up On My Own Terms"