Entry 1: Brief and permanent.
No, no, no
I was just outside
just outside
What could I have missed?
What could I have missed?
My love
dear love
Please wake up
just wake up
This isn't really happening
This isn't really happening
My willpower gone
leaning against a wall, her head in my lap
I can't even cry.
I stumble to the bridge
Though I fall, I feel no pain
my head is spinning
I wake up in my room
I don't remember walking here
She's gone forever ever isn't she?
Yes
Entry 2: The blurring of time.
I remember now
fixing the systems
and setting a course for home
staring out the windows
watching as the stars go by
Hours beget days
days beget weeks.
I feel not the passage of time
it is obscured by the pain.
the alarms stir me from my trance
how long were they sounding?
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